#137

Everybody has their flaws. Some people just don't know how to be nice to people. Some just like to boss people around. Or say things that they don't mean to say. But u know what I do best? I drive people away, I drive them out of my life. And that has never been a problem for me. Driving people away.

Sometimes, I sit by myself thinking, why am I equipped with this supernatural power that I can't seem to control. I don't necessary need to do anything at all to drive people away. It just naturally happens when I don't do anything.

Funny thing is, it happens to people whom I actually want remained in my life. And on the other hand, people whom I don't want around, it always take a million times the effort (that I actually never put in), to drive them out of my life.

These people whom I don't wish to have around, maybe these people are those who sincerely wants to be around. While those who walked away, maybe they deserved to not be in my life. I don't know, I never understand the logic to it.

Maybe I need to open up my eyes to see who really deserves to stay and who deserves to be driven away. Or maybe I just need to wake up and see what the problem is within myself. Maybe I haven't been doing enough to deserve them. Maybe I've been missing out on the big picture.

Bottomline is, I drive people away. But I don't want to.

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