#142

I have always missed out looking at a bigger picture.
I have always overlooked my way over the the whole picture.
But what I always see is fragments of it, the little parts and pieces.

See, I've never been the kinda person who is grateful enough with what I have.
I think that happens too much with us humans.
Humans are never satisfied, and that's the truth no one can ever denied.
Well, unless u wanna try, I dare u to!

I've came to realize that I've never been grateful when good things happen, but only grieves when ugly things happen.
Sure these couple of years haven't been really good to me, but what I failed to see is how these bad years actually made me a stronger person that I ever am.
How all these bad things had made me more independent than I can ever be, and how much I've grown up ever since.

Well this year, it hasn't been an exception for its ups and downs.
I've got my equal shares of joys, heartbreaking moments, and tough days.
What I have failed to do all these while is open up my eyes, and putting the pieces together.
What I failed to do is see the whole share as a bigger image.

And now that I've realized it, I've finally managed to join the pieces together.
Over the past 10 months of this year, I've had good times, and also bad days.
I've had my share of love, and my share of heartbreaks.
I've had days where I've achieved, and days where I failed.
But over the past 10 months, I've realized that everything happened for a reason.
And with every bad thing that happened, there is something else that is arranged to overcome the sorrow.

I've been grateful that the companionship I was given, was there to overcome the loneliness I've been facing.
The new friends I met, are there to compensate the ones that I lost.
And the courage I had built up, is there to sweep away the weaknesses that I had.

I can't believe that through this 22 years of my life, I've failed to see this big, broad image that highlights everything so clearly.
But now that I've broaden my sight and my view, I'm grateful for everything the big Man up there has arranged for me.

I've finally seen the whole picture, now it's your turn to do so.
U will find that life is pretty damn interesting!